"The deepest spiritual lessons are not learned by His letting us have our way in the end, but by His making us wait, bearing with us in love and patience until we are able honestly to pray what He taught His disciples to pray:

'Thy Will Be Done'."

~Elisabeth Elliot

Thursday, April 21, 2011

i just don't see it happening...

i get new pocketbooks all the time...i get super excited about it, use it for a week or two; but it inevitably always ends up on my closet floor...


i get bored with my hairstyle...if i have short hair, i want long...

and you guessed it, if i have long, i need short...


i get cravings for food and continue to eat them until the thought of eating it again literally makes me ill...


i consume my brain with hobbys, initially investing numerous hours into it until i get bored and need to move on to something new...


i get bored at work....ALL. THE. TIME.


but one thing i don't think i could ever get bored with is

dreaming of Baby Girl...it's an impossibility...


i think about her all day long... i imagine her face...the sound of her voice...i'm looking forward to finally having someone to color with on my restaurant placemats...i look forward to finally having a reason to go on the kiddie rides at Six Flags...


i have a feeling, i'm going to be getting much fewer strange glances directed my way...


i just don't see myself ever getting bored with her.


i love this little girl! i know that every day i've gotten with her has been a true gift...and i so look forward to holding her hand while we walk across the street.

1 comment:

Paisleyand Polka Dot Patterns said...

the last line made me cry! love you & looking forward to seeing her & loving her too